"On the Outside looking Inworld" is a title I've had in mind for awhile. I always seem to be the kinda person who just stands on the sidelines and watch how things happen.
No much really happening recently. PJ wanted to know if I could be a full time dj but with the only slots being days I can't really do due to RL reasons I couldn't take him up on the offer. But the way the im went seemed like he was disappointed in me. Well sorry I have a RL!
I did the ol friend list clean up last night. It's kinda sad to look at a list and think "I can't talk to any of these people." I know I can be insanely shy when it comes to introducing myself to people or trying to continue friendships but a couple of people had started ignoring me completely, some I knew wouldn't talk because of others online and some were just too busy. Though one nice outcome came from it. Someone who I only met once made the effort to im me back and we started to get to know each other.
My social life is starting to deplete and on a virtual social community that's pretty sad. And with RL friends being less then socialable I'm starting to feel like a bit of a billy no mates. Maybe I'm finding myself being less trusting. I hate hearing the same ol "Oh you can im whenever, we can hang out" and then being completely ignored when I do. Damn I'm looking like a bit of a sad case right now. Do I really have no social life anymore?
Pics I took early.
I'm a little shy to comment on your blog lol, duno why... but I just wanted to say that your post speaks loudly to me, I understand many of the feelings you are expressing here and have felt the same way often. SL, RL, it's all the same in the end when it comes to feelings.
ReplyDeleteI stopped calling my SL friends list by that name, I call it a contact list because its full of people I will probably never talk to or they are there for reasons other than friendship. I do have a handful of people I talk to fairly regularly on there, but that's it. I think most people in SL will tell the same story too.
And what I wanted to say also is that your photography here is really beautiful, and expressive. Full of emotion, I really love it.
Spanks
Thank you Spanks :) I should really start doing the same on calling it a contact list. Sounds less personal then "This is a list of aaaaaaalllll my friends!" lol
ReplyDeleteAnd thanks again on the photos :> I'm not much of a photographer but I was pleased with these ones. Plus the awesome build of the sims were too good not to get photos of. x
Hi Derren - I have thought many hours on this subject too.
ReplyDeleteI like your pics - except the last one looks like you may have a bad back ache. I wonder where the person to share the other cup of coffee is?
I like your new blog layout.
Take care and be well - your friend Rammy