Splinters in my butt...

I DID post up my lil story of my time in the jungle but for some reason a small part of the ending had been cut off. So will post it back up once I've re-written it.

Dead the tavern keeper found Derren while on a expedition for herbs. He's now been washed, fondled, poked (with a sword...tsk pervs), fed and left in a cage overnight to learn his new status in life. Will most likely be collared tomorrow night.

In other non RP news I'm djing again tomorrow. Better download some new tunes though Wednesdays are usually quiet. PJ has also asked me to come up with a design for the club website. Not much of a web designer but see what I can do. ;)

Bedtime me thinks. *Tries his best to get comfortable in his cruddy little cage* damn you Dead.

Time in the Jungle

It had only been a couple of hours sleep but Derren was already wide awake. His head was swimming with thoughts of his decision. To stay and become a slave or to fend for himself in the jungle. He looked round at his friend River as he slept soundly. It was obvious he had made up his mind and that was to stay. The jungle had scared him too much. Derren's eyes scanned the room at the pictures, dimly lit by the fading fire. Portraits of what could be his future. Men binded and whipped, cuffed and collared. His skin crawled. Though his captor seemed generally nice while they drank that night, who knew if his attitude would change as soon as he submitted. No. He couldn't live like that. He wouldn't live like that.


As far as he knew he was still free to leave. He grabbed whatever silks he could find in the pile of laundry and tied it round his waist. The cloth smelled of dried sweat but it was better then cold and naked. He wrapped another round his shoulders and prepared to leave. He looked back at River, still sleeping softly, and wondered if he should make one last plea to join him. He knew in his heart that it would be hopeless. He kissed him softly on his golden hair, trying not to wake him, and left for the door.


The fort was still and quiet. Steeping outside the gates he looked out at the sea as the sun was just rising. He stood there for a moment, wondering if anyone else on the ship had survived. And if they had did they reach the island. Derren held no hope and sighed deeply. He looked up and watched the fading 3 moons, a sign of a new day. Giving the fort one last look he tighten the silk around his shoulders and headed into the jungle.


It seemed like miles when Derren finally stopped to rest. The sun was full in the sky and the heat was becoming unbearable. He found some shade and slipped off  the silks around his shoulders. He was tired and hungry but at least he was free. That was the important thing, right? He started to question his decision of leaving the fort and leaving River behind. He wondered if River had been collared yet and was starting his new life as a slave. He leaned back against the tree that was shading him as thoughts ran through his head. Trying his best to keep his wits about him, his exhaustion and the warm breeze soon get the better of him. His eyes refuse to stay open and he falls into a deep sleep.


The sun makes it's way across the sky and the winds begin to cool. Derren shivers, feeling tiny scratches over his body until he is woken suddenly with a sharp bite on his finger.
"Argh! What then...?" He shouts, flinching his hand back to his face. Hanging off his finger, teeth buried deep into his skin was what looked like a rat. Derren screams a number of strong profanities and violently shakes his hand in attempt to get the little beast to release his finger. The creature finally lets go and is swung into the bushes. Derren looks at his bleeding hand and examines the deep bite. He clasps it tightly in the silks he had stolen and tries to find water to cleanse the wound. Luckily he had stopped only a few feet away from a lagoon and dipped his hand into the cooling waters. Watching then blood swim into the water, he hisses painfully as he tries his best to rub the tender skin along his finger.
"Great start to a first day" he jokes to himself, trying in vain to keep his spirits high. He takes his still bleeding finger out of the water and wraps it tightly with a ripped piece of silk. He sits back on the bank and watches as his blood seeps quickly through the rag. Frustrated, he rips the now bloody rag off his finger and tries to make a thicker bandage. Pulling as tight as he can he stops the flow and breathes a sigh of relief.
"See, you can do this whole survival thing." He encourages himself, lifting to his feet. Dusting off his thighs he hears rustling coming from the bushes behind him. He listens carefully, noticing that the snorts and grumbles heading towards him were not human. Suddenly vicious reptilian creatures pounce from the bushes, snarling and heading straight for him. He takes no chances and begins to run as quick as he can. The 6 legged creatures charge after him, chasing him through the dense jungle overgrowth. His feet slipping on the grass and leaves as he stumbles his way through the as quick as he can. The 6 legged creatures charge after him, chasing him through the dense jungle overgrowth. His feet slipping on the grass and leaves as he tries his best to escape them. Forcing himself not to look back but hearing their snaps and snarls as they quickly catch up on him. This was it. This was the end. He should of stayed at the fort, swallowed his pride and become a slave. Now he was going to be eaten alive. He catches his foot on some low growing vine and trips, sending him flying through the air. Expecting to hit the hard earth he finds himself falling down into a deep pit, landing face first into the thick, wet mud. He lies there for a moment, waiting for his immanent death only to hear the growls and snarls much further away then they were before. He slowly looks up, the beasts now circling his muddy prison The sides too steep for them to venture down to attack him. He pulls himself up onto his knees and examines his dirt covered body. He tries his best to wipe away the mud but only seems to make it worse. He leans back against the wall of the pit and watches the creatures circle from the ground above him. The faith and determination he had at the begining of the day was now gone. Replaced with fear, hunger and loneliness. With no way out until the creatures left, he sat with his face in his hands and quietly wept.

Isle of Tidra - Background Story.

Because it won't fit all in my picks here's the full story.


The sun was on the verge of rising when Derren finally left the bar. It had been another busy Saturday night and the once busy streets were now empty and quiet. Taking the same route home he noticed a bright piercing light through the allyways. Looming on the brick walls stood figures far too big to be human. Before he even had time to focus, they attacked...


There was nothing but darkness.


He woke to the strange low humm of machinary. He had been stripped naked and placed in steel prison. He banged loudly on the captive walls, agreesively demanding his release.  So preoccupied he didn't notice the other boy sharing the cell with him, shaking in the corner of the prison. Derren's demands were met with an agreesive beating from the massive wolf like captives and a frightening new reality.


This was their fate and their fate was to become slaves.


With only the two of them for company they formed a strong bond and vowed to help each other. Through the grueling slave training, the cold, sleepless nights and, most importantly, their escape.


It would seem luck was shining upon them. An engine had blown on the ship, sending it crashing into the open sea. The boys were able to escape through a hole that was caused by the explosion and jumped into the great blue ocean and to freedom. At least they thought.


Exhausted from swimming they finally reach land and collapse on the soft golden sand. The lush green island make him wonder if he was still on Earth. Thinking they had escaped their slavery they did not realise what the future on the island had in for them.

It's a planet!?!

Franzi was nice enough to spend some time telling me about the history of Gor. To be honest I was hesitant about joining. When reading up on life in Second Life for my essay two years ago there was some stuff about Gor. All overly muscular men seeking newb women to be sex slaves in a medieval bdsm fantasy roleplay. Guuh. Sounded like a bunch of dickheads. One "Master" even told the writer of the book (who was at this time in a new female alt) that Gor was what all SL was about and that women had to serve men.

Lucky for me I have someone wise in the way of Gor guiding me through this strange new world I some how got involved in.

Since my breakup with my last SL boyfriend my confidence has been pretty low. He did make me FEEL pretty low as it was. I'm lucky I had PJ by my side to help me through such a difficult time. But it's lead me to seek something different then a normal second life partnership. To be honest I'd had enough. You treat someone with a great amount of love and understanding to have it shoved back in your face. This has left me a little cold inside when it comes to seeing someone as "more then a friend." Having someone close to you that you call your lover or family has become hard for me now. This last year of having my heart stamped on twice has a way of having negative events on a person. Like many have said to me, real emotion goes into this game and some seem to so simply disregard that as if you are nothing.

Hence, why I become a slave. Don't get me wrong I didn't do it because I hate myself and want to be punished or some crap. I became a slave to get my little jollies, have a little attention lavished on me for an hour or so then I can get back to my own business. I'm not gonna lie. I like sex in second life. When done properly it's fun. If people can't understand that then what's the point in their fun in second life? Why do people build or grief or shop or roleplay? Oh yeah that's right...cos they can't do it in real life. I'm a perv and I want to do fantasies I can't do in real life. Simple as that.

So back to Gor. Gor isn't all about what I've read or heard. Sure it's got sex, slaves and masters and all that jazz but when done properly there's a lot more to it. Or so I'm told. When I finally get into my role as a slave I will have a few tasks that I will need to address other then sex and pleasing my Masters. Which makes me pretty interested in starting the rp. And with such great owners who have helped me a lot I can forget my previous idea that all Gor Masters are douchebags.

The sim is not quite ready yet. There's still a lot of building to go. After talking with Tel I want to help but I think the best thing for me to do is just stay out of the way.