It's a planet!?!

Franzi was nice enough to spend some time telling me about the history of Gor. To be honest I was hesitant about joining. When reading up on life in Second Life for my essay two years ago there was some stuff about Gor. All overly muscular men seeking newb women to be sex slaves in a medieval bdsm fantasy roleplay. Guuh. Sounded like a bunch of dickheads. One "Master" even told the writer of the book (who was at this time in a new female alt) that Gor was what all SL was about and that women had to serve men.

Lucky for me I have someone wise in the way of Gor guiding me through this strange new world I some how got involved in.

Since my breakup with my last SL boyfriend my confidence has been pretty low. He did make me FEEL pretty low as it was. I'm lucky I had PJ by my side to help me through such a difficult time. But it's lead me to seek something different then a normal second life partnership. To be honest I'd had enough. You treat someone with a great amount of love and understanding to have it shoved back in your face. This has left me a little cold inside when it comes to seeing someone as "more then a friend." Having someone close to you that you call your lover or family has become hard for me now. This last year of having my heart stamped on twice has a way of having negative events on a person. Like many have said to me, real emotion goes into this game and some seem to so simply disregard that as if you are nothing.

Hence, why I become a slave. Don't get me wrong I didn't do it because I hate myself and want to be punished or some crap. I became a slave to get my little jollies, have a little attention lavished on me for an hour or so then I can get back to my own business. I'm not gonna lie. I like sex in second life. When done properly it's fun. If people can't understand that then what's the point in their fun in second life? Why do people build or grief or shop or roleplay? Oh yeah that's right...cos they can't do it in real life. I'm a perv and I want to do fantasies I can't do in real life. Simple as that.

So back to Gor. Gor isn't all about what I've read or heard. Sure it's got sex, slaves and masters and all that jazz but when done properly there's a lot more to it. Or so I'm told. When I finally get into my role as a slave I will have a few tasks that I will need to address other then sex and pleasing my Masters. Which makes me pretty interested in starting the rp. And with such great owners who have helped me a lot I can forget my previous idea that all Gor Masters are douchebags.

The sim is not quite ready yet. There's still a lot of building to go. After talking with Tel I want to help but I think the best thing for me to do is just stay out of the way.